I WishI wish I was the one you wanted.I Wish
I wish I was the one you loved.
Last night when we talked, I cried the whole way through. You want a woman who gives you butterflies, not just one you enjoy being with.
You told me how wonderful I am. How beautiful and understanding and fun I am. You enjoyed being with me, being around me, but you couldn't make yourself love me.
When I told you my back hurt, you said you wished you could make it better. But we both know that one thing would lead to another, and you said it was one thing over the internet, but you didn't think you could say no with me betwee
Because I Want toI like being with you.Because I Want to
But sometimes you scare me with the commitment or forever you offer and the devotion you unquestioningly give. I don't want that. I don't return it. I don't want a mad, frenzied passionate relationship. I just want happiness.
I have that though, but not through offering up everything I have for the sake of you. I want to be myself, and keep myself. Instead of forever, I offer you now, and instead of undying devotion, I give you the loyalty you earned, and those two things are all I want from you, nothing more.
Like I said. I'm happy being with you, but I don't want or need to thro
